英语翻译Now and then I'm scared,when I seem to forgethow sounds

英语翻译
Now and then I'm scared,when I seem to forget
how sounds become words or even sentences...
No,I don't speak anymore and what could I say,
since no-one is there and there is nothing to say...
So,I prefer to lie in darkest silence alone...
listening to the lack of light,or sound,
or someone to talk to,for something to share...-
but there is no hope and no-one is there.
No,no,no...-not one living soul
and there is nothing (left) to say,
in darkness I lie all alone by myself...,
sleeping most of the time to endure the pain.
I am not breathing a word,I haven′t spoken for weeks
and yet the mistress inside me is straining her ears.
But there is no-one,and it seems to me at times
that with every passing hour another word is leaving my mind...
I am the mistress of loneliness,
my court is deserted but I do not care.
The presence of people is ugly and cold
and something I can neither watch nor bear.
So,I prefer to lie in darkest silence alone...,
listening to the lack of light,or sound,
or someone to talk to,for something to share...-
but there is no hope and no-one is there.
No,I don't speak anymore and what should I say,
since no-one is there and there is nothing to say
All is oppressive,alles is schwer,
there is no-one and
NO-ONE IS THERE..

我现在和然后被惊吓,当我似乎忘记怎么声音成为词甚至句子...不,我不再讲话并且什么能我说,因为没人是那里和那里是没什么说...如此,我喜欢在在最黑暗的沈默单独...倾听缺乏光,或声音,或某人谈话对,使某事分享...- 但没有希望并且没人是那里.不,没有,没有...- 没有一生存灵魂和那里是没什么(左) 说,在我所有单独说谎由我自己...的黑暗中,睡觉多半时间忍受痛苦.我不呼吸词,我未讲话几星期仍然女主人在我里面劳损她的耳朵.但有没人,并且以我所见时常那以其它词留下我的头脑...的每个通过的小时 我是寂寞的女主人,我的法院离开但我不关心.人存在是丑恶的并且寒冷和某事我装不手表亦不熊于罐中.如此,我喜欢在在最黑暗的沈默单独...,倾听缺乏光,或声音,或某人谈话对,使某事分享...- 但没有希望并且没人是那里.不,我不再讲话并且什么应该我说,因为没人是那里并且有没什么说?所有压迫,alles 是schwer,有没人并且没人是那里.http://www.qyen.com/online/