英语翻译为什麽我总是忘不掉你,还像以前壹样的关心你,我怕像以前壹的关心你又怕你的拒绝所给我的伤心,我努力告诉自己不要在自

英语翻译
为什麽我总是忘不掉你,还像以前壹样的关心你,我怕像以前壹的关心你又怕你的拒绝所给我的伤心,我努力告诉自己不要在自做多情了,没用的!可是我没有办法说服自己,还是在每天的关心只要是她有壹点点的不开心和委屈,我都会那麽焦急,很想帮助她,可我现在没那勇气,也不敢,我也不知道为什麽,我在做什麽?每天在做什麽?我很多字这样问自己还是没有结果!曾经我每天的伤心只有酒精的麻醉才叫自己好好的睡壹觉,可我现在认真的,开心的上班,可我内心的伤心谁知道?昨天晚上和她走在壹起我也感到很高兴,好象回到了以前刚刚认识的哪个时候,可时间总的那麽的短暂,我也想时间倒退,回到从前,开开心心的在壹起那回想起来我也会笑,我20年才真真的感觉到了什麽叫伤心,什麽见难过,(总是觉得离不开她,) _(_那是回不去的)我也不知道我以后怎麽过,看不见她的日子会是什麽样的,2009年的51我的壹片蓝蓝的天就那样掉了下来,我被死死的压在了下面,每次闭上眼睛就会出现那壹幕幕,有她那迷人的身影清晰的出现在我的脑海,熟悉的声音不段的在我的耳边徘徊,那壹幕幕那麽伤心,我始终不会忘记,以后我该怎麽做,今天的我伤心,没有壹点力气,我想说服自己可我做不到,做不到那壹切,谁能告诉我该怎麽办,为了你我学会了,忍 ,可有什麽用,到最后得到的只有伤心,我的心死了还能复原吗?对她的关心照顾只有我这个自做多情的人在傻傻的继续,我只想让她每天过的开心快乐,没有壹点的委屈,如果上天知道那就把她的所有不开心都给我让我壹个人承担,我还是觉得自己好可怜 ,可悲,可谁有了解我呢?内心的伤心话多的像大米,我向谁讲?没有!只有写在属于我自己的地方叫我壹个人慢慢的去体验在生活的残酷,感情的无情,最后我将自己喜欢的歌送给她,(爱情苦酒)希望她知道我的心,希望她能够听见,也希望她能回心转意,我还是原来的我,没变,我的爱比以前更深了,更懂了,你要记住我的肩膀永远是你最安全的避风港湾,我还是希望你回心转意回到从

Why do I always forget to forget you as before,what about you,I'm afraid as before for you and if you refuse to give my heart,I try to tell myself not to make amorous,no!But I can not convince myself,or in the daily care as long as she is a little bit unhappy and frustrated,I will be so anxious,want to help her,but now I don't have the courage,also dare not,I don't know why,what am I doing?Do every day?I ask myself so many words or no results!Once every day of my heart only alcohol anesthesia is his sleep one night,I now serious,happy to work,but I am sad heart who knows?last night and she walks in the same place I also feel very happy,as if to return to the past just know which time,time always so short,I want to step back in time,back to the past,happy in all that in retrospect I will laugh,I 20 years to really feel what is sad,sad what see,( always felt it impossible to leave her,_ ) ( _ that cannot go back ) I don't know how I live,see her life will be what kind of,2 009 years of my 51 a piece of blue sky just dropped,I was dead in a pressure below,each close your eyes will appear on the scene,with her charming figure clear in my mind,a familiar voice in my ear is not around,the a scene so sad,I will never forget,then I should do,I sad,not a bit of energy,I tried to convince myself but I do,do it all,who can tell me what to do,for you I learned,can,can have what,to finally get the only sad,my heart is dead can undo?For her care only my self-Duoqing people who continue,I only want to let her happy every day,no one 's grievances,if God knew that her all the unhappy things to me let me alone to bear,I still feel poor,pathetic,but who know my sad heart?How much like rice,to whom I speak?No!Only written in my own place called me a person slowly to experience in the cruelty of life,feelings of ruthless,finally I like the song for her,( love story ),hope that she Know my heart,I hope she can hear,hope that she can change one's mind about,I still am,have not changed,I love is deeper than before,more know,you have to remember my shoulder forever is your most safe harbor,I still hope you change one's mind about back from