英语翻译兄弟关系!不知道为何现在对我来说有些陌生,也许是各自都有了家庭,没有了以前的感觉,有了各自的家庭后,是否这个关系

英语翻译
兄弟关系!不知道为何现在对我来说有些陌生,也许是各自都有了家庭,没有了以前的感觉,有了各自的家庭后,是否这个关系是已经疏远了呢?我一直是在想着这个么一个问题.
是由于现在社会上一种现实的原因?还是由于其它的原因能导致一个血浓于水关系?我非常的不喜欢她,真的,当之他们结了婚,曾经心里幻想着大嫂的角色,是我在困难的时刻能鼓励我,而我与大哥发生冲突时,能和谐我们之间关系的一位角色,而现在,真的破灭了.也许,现实就是现实,毕竟不能像戏里面一样,能够处理以及和谐关系吗?
突然,自己想回到童年时期,也许长大的人都想回到那个无忧虑的时期,回想时童年时期与大哥的点点滴滴,也许,这只能当做是一场回忆,一场人生长大的一场经历.永别了,童年.
让这童年美好的回忆,留给我儿子去慢慢地体验吧!
而我现在,非常讨厌这该死的感觉!也许和老妈说的,兄弟不多,就俩兄弟,凡事忍忍吧,会过去的.只要他喜欢就好!
其实我想和她说,其实,如果真做人家大嫂,架子不要那么大,像个大嫂样子,不懂的话去学学,其实说真,你自己真的没什么本事,你靠的只是某一个人的关系,如果没有某一个人,你什么都不是.
最好是人工的，不要用那个翻译软件翻译的，能让懂英文的人看了，能知道是我文字的意思，谢谢一楼的同学，你是用谷歌语言翻译的吧？不适合我，不过，

Brothers relate! Did not know that now for me somewhat is why strange, perhaps was each one had the family, did not have the beforehand feeling, after having the respective family, whether this relations have been already became estranged? I have been am thinking this question. Is because in present society one kind of realistic reason? Because other reasons can cause blood is thicker than water relations? I unusual do not like her, really, when they married, once at heart was fantasizing sister-in-law's role, is I can encourage me in the difficult time, but I have time the conflict with eldest brother, can be harmonious a role which between us relates, but present, was really disillusioned. Perhaps, the reality is a reality, cannot inside the Chinese chess be the same after all, can deal with as well as the harmonious relations? Suddenly, oneself want to return to the childhood time, perhaps grows up the human want to return to that not anxious time, recalled when the childhood time and eldest brother's intravenous drip, perhaps, this can only treat as is a recollection, a life grows up an experience. Parted forever, childhood. Let this childhood happy recollection, leaves my son to go to experience slowly! But my present, very repugnant this should die feeling! Perhaps with the maid said that brothers are not many, on pairs brothers, everything endures, can pass. So long as he likes well! Actually I want to say with her, actually, if is others sister-in-law really, the rack do not be so big, sister-in-law the appearance, does not understand likely studies study, actually said really, your any original story, you have not depended are only someone's relations really, if does not have someone, your anything is not.
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