英语翻译好累了!甚至觉得自己很死不要脸了!你一直拒绝 我一直继续 从来只知道自己的想法 却不知道你的想法 我真的不想做朋

英语翻译
好累了!甚至觉得自己很死不要脸了!
你一直拒绝 我一直继续
从来只知道自己的想法 却不知道你的想法
我真的不想做朋友 我很介意这种感觉
要么就继续追你等你 要么就离开
这样也许对你对我都会好过些
你是我第一个追求的女孩
我从来不懂得如何讨好才算完美 如何切入才算成功
我只想把我所想的 以各种方式呈现于你
每次去找你 我需要挣扎多久 怕你觉得烦 怕你觉得害怕
所以只去一两次 便是我最大的勇气 心情不好 想见你却不敢见的时候
只能知道你下班了 才过去逛下 期望是一次偶遇 而不是一次故意
虽然很荒唐 却能让自己很安心 不过还万万想不到 真正想要找你的时候
我们却没什么话题可以聊了 甚至让你觉得 这种行为 会让自己想要挣脱
从朋友口中听到这些 真的不太好受 但我还厚着脸皮在你面前表现得没什么 你说羡慕我
可以为一样东西去努力 其实我也可以为放弃一样东西而努力 只是我确定不到
你的想法 而变得手足无措 不知道该不该放弃 你说给你些时间 你有需要会找我
我只能尊重你的决定 1天2天3天..本来以为自己可以安定的不去找你
只是看你签名上的辛苦 让我忍不住想找你 只是剩下的一张电影票 让我忍不住想找你
只是简单的一点小事 让我忍不住想找你
你每回一句话 会让我不去在意我过去的感情生活
即使很传统的聊天模式 也能让我脑海里只有你 你觉得这样我们还能做朋友吗
我想这是不大可能了吧
不联络的这几天里 你的签名一直在换 我也一直在留意 有时候很介意你的签名是为谁签的
“苹果那么小,真没瘾”“怎么老是心不在焉”“你越是这样 我越想回避你”
“是我自作自受 我活该”“你要快点好起来”“我的理想是什么 当然是做包租婆啦”
“很辛苦”“今天想我了没有” 这一切的一切 好的不好的 甚至责备的
我多希望都是描述我的 我多希望那全都是我 错的是我对的是我 介意的也是我
可是我知道并不是那样的 也许错的只会是我
OVER了吧 想和你看最后一场电影 但你拒绝了 也许你知道是最后一场的话 会陪我去看吧
但我不希望感情是以一种感动和同情来结束 所以还是让它过期吧 这样至少还是一种纪念

Too tired!Even felt dead shameless!
You've been refused to me!
Never know their ideas but don't know your thoughts
I really don't want to make friends,I do like this
Either you or to chase you leave
So maybe I will be better for you
You are my first pursuit of the girl
I never know how to please just calculate how perfect into just calculate success
I want to see what I thought in a variety of ways to you
Maybe you do not know you,I need time to find how you feel vexed struggle of fear you feel scared
So only to a maximum of two is my courage to see you in a bad mood but couldn't see
Only know you work under the past stroll is expected a fortune rather than a deliberately
Although very absurd but can let oneself very secure but also absolutely not really want you
We are not subject to chat or let you feel this behavior will make oneself want to break
From friends heard these really don't feel but I have the nerve to before you behave nothing you say envy me
For as things to work actually I also can give something to strive not only I'm sure
Your ideas and become vaunteth not know should abandon you say to you some time you have to be able to find me
I respect your decision 1 day 2 days 3 days.Originally thought he could not find you settle
Just watch your signature on the pain I want you just left a movie ticket I want to find you
Simply trivial things I want to find you
You will let me return every word I don't go past lives
Even very traditional chat mode can also let my mind only you feel so we can still be friends
I think it is unlikely
Don't touch the days of your signature in change and I have been looking very mind your signature is sometimes who signed for
"Apple is so small,true not addiction" "how often absent-minded" the more you so I think more avoid you."
"I am so I deserve it" "you hurry up," "my ideal is what is certainly do charter shiva!"
"Hard" and "no" to me today that everything is good or blame
How I wish I were described,I wish that is all my fault I was my mind and I
But I know not that perhaps the only is my fault
OVER the right to see and you last movie but you refused to perhaps you know is final words will accompany me to see
But I don't want is a kind of emotional and sympathy to end so let it expired!This is at least a memorial.
不知道是否是这样,你再看看.