英语翻译This is the final letter I'll ever send you; I never kne

英语翻译
This is the final letter I'll ever send you; I never knew love till I met you.You came into my life through a dating site on the net,and I'll never forget that night when we met.I wouldn't change how we met for the world; we shared our hopes and dreams for the future.I just pray when you have read this letter it touches your heart and restarts what we had before.I love you and want to be with you; I want so much for us to have the best life together,I just wish I was part of it.
If only you knew how your absence has affected me,you would have never tossed me aside like you have.To have given me so much in the beginning,made so many promises - you would've never let me down.To cut me out of your life in such a manner is not only cruel but you have decided my fate by coming into my life giving me something wonderful and letting me believe in us,only to destroy it and take it away.You are always telling me you hate letting me down but if you did,why do you constantly keep letting it happen again and again?
We rarely see each other to spend any sort of time together.What has gone wrong?Do you want me to be your future?Will you give this relationship the attention it so desperately deserves?How can a relationship survive if there is only one person doing the work of two?I only ever feel close to you when we make love,even that side of the relationship is suffering.I'm not sure I can go on anymore the way things have been; I will let you go if I have to,move on and hope one day to meet someone who will show me love and attention the way I deserve to be shown,I just want you to have one more try.God,how I love you.

这是我送您的最后的信件; 直到我遇见了您,才知道什么是爱.您通过网络约会站点进入了我的生活,我不会忘记我们相遇的那个夜上.我不会改变我们怎么为世界见面了; 我们分享了我们的希望和梦想为将来.我祈祷您什么时候读了它触动您的心弦并且重新开始的这封信什么我们以前有.我爱你和想要是以您; 我一起非常想要为了我们能有最佳的生活,我祝愿我是一部分的它.
只有您知道的If您的缺席怎么影响了我,您从未将扔我在旁边,如您有.非常给了我首先,做许多诺言-您有不会使我失望.要切开我出于您的生活以这样方式是不仅残暴的,但是您决定我的命运通过进入我给与生命我美妙的事和让我相信我们,只有毁坏它和拿走它.您总是告诉我您让我在下的怨恨,但是,如果您,您为什么经常继续让它再次发生?
We很少互相看见一起花费所有类时间.什么出了错?您是否要我是您的未来?您是否将给予它那么绝望地需的这个关系关注?如果只有完成工作二的一个人关系怎么生存?我只感觉接近您,当我们做爱时,关系的甚而那边遭受.我不是肯定的我可以再去在事是的途中; 我将让您走,如果我必须,继续前进,并且希望一天遇见将显示我爱和注意方式我该当显示的人,我更要您有一次尝试.上帝,多么我爱你.