Why I have never catched the happiness? Whenever I want you

Why I have never catched the happiness? Whenever I want you why I have never catch the happiness why everytime i miss the person is you,i want to have break Why do I have to take the initiative to find you? I now want You will never understand why I have that mighty proud I just want to have common happiness The reason why care about you,because I want to have Oh dear,i must have catched a cold! Why!I have nothing to confess(坦白). you want I want to make you happiness I can not give you want happiness why do i want you