英语翻译我想写一些话,希望英语达人帮我翻译成英文.我只有10分了,我对你的爱从来就不曾改变,以前有多少,现在就有多少.最

英语翻译
我想写一些话,希望英语达人帮我翻译成英文.我只有10分了,
我对你的爱从来就不曾改变,以前有多少,现在就有多少.最近不轻易间总能回忆起往事.我未曾向你说,并不表示我不在乎你.因为你在我心中太完美,完美的让我不敢奢求能够拥有这份爱.直到最近我才明白你曾经给我太多的机会,太多的等待.这一切都怪我,我应该象个男人那样勇敢一点,可是,我越喜欢,就越胆颤.哎,肠子我都悔青了(这句希望能按字翻译一下!)套用一句特俗的话吧,"也许错过的才是最美好的"不过我到是希望只错过一次就好.我知道你现在过的很好,生活也很充实.希望你能一直快乐,我能感觉到你的笑声意如从前.我希望你能在等等我,给我最后一次机会,因为我一直还爱着,一直深深的,不变的爱着.我觉得我们是应该在一起的,因为我的幽默只有你懂,你的美大家有目共睹.你能感觉我在想你吗.我不知道我的自卑还能持续多久,但我觉得我有一天会找回自信,找回你.永远爱你

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