英语翻译关于钱的事情,我们都不懂.有用没用谁说的清呢.随便下个定论总是一种罪过,虽然我是个画画的,可我每天同样也要吃早饭

英语翻译
关于钱的事情,我们都不懂.有用没用谁说的清呢.随便下个定论总是一种罪过,虽然我是个画画的,可我每天同样也要吃早饭,清高的姿态,我始终是白不出来.
活到这个岁数,我也真的是懂了很多事情.面对家庭和自己的生活,我始终还是要努力的应对才行.口袋空空的话,很多时候我也没用选择的余地,面对很多事情都是白费心机.面对现实不是什么坏事,出于对自己的保护,我也决不能认同可以不努力赚钱.家人是一定要照顾,他们的生活虽然不是全部由我来承担,但毕竟责任是不能推脱的,我也有这样的觉悟.
我学着做饭,学着洗衣服,学习所有我都不会做的家事.因为我要照顾好自己,努力让自己快乐,变得坚强.生活得压力越来越大,很多事情都需要处理,我的价值究竟靠什么来体现?可我知道不努力是不可以的,谁也不是透明的,这灯火下太多步伐都隐藏着秘密.城市生活拥挤,也不廉价,谁都知道没有钱是没有办法在这里成存的.
说得冠冕堂皇些,这也是对家庭,爱人,甚至是社会负责.
关于爱情,我也过了沉迷得年纪.孤单的时候也会想逃跑,况且生活中孤单似乎随处可见.曾经我也什么都不怕,那是的记忆总是难以割舍,即使对我来说是种折磨但也绝不愿忘记.我也会想如果曾经的我们还在一起会是怎样,我们是不是还是深爱着对方,是不是还是坚持着一起生活的愿望.可是到了这个岁数我也渐渐懂得,爱情是生活的一部分绝不是全部.而且对“爱人”好真的不如对“工作”好,起码你对它好就一定有回报.爱情,变数太大了.
可是我不贪心,钱对我来说够用就好了.
就算我没有太多钱,我想也没关系,就算我没有出息,我还有声音的眼睛,可以捕捉擦肩而过留下的美丽.就算我不够聪明,我会用我的热情和人性,试著去瓦解这城市的拥挤.太多藉口没有帮助,太多追逐没有归属,太多关注只会泛起你更多假像性的保护.钱虽然是很用得玩意,可是多余的部分也真的就没什么用了.毕竟人不管怎么活着也就只是需要一碗饭,一张床而已.
我真的不是很贪心.你的荣耀我不贪图,你的快乐我不羡慕,因为我有我的路,他的容貌我不嫉妒,他的富有我不在乎,因为我自己清楚,清楚上帝总会给每个人礼物,给每个人嘱咐,我应该好好珍惜这一片泥土,而不是感到不够满足,在这个欲望的世界要学会,学会如何去拒绝去拒绝,在这个欲望的世界要学会,学会如何辨别真与伪,笑看这一切.

昨晚有事情不好意思,翻译的没水平,献丑了.
We don't even understand about money. Who can tell money is useful or useless. Any way, it will be mistake to make such decision. Although I am a painter, I need to have breakfast and I can not pretend to be aloof from material pursuits.
I really understand a lot of things at this age. Face to the family and my private life, I know I have to work hard. I can do nothing and made no effort without a penny in my pocket when facing with the problems. It is not bad when facing with the reality, I must not agree with not working hard to make money for the protection of my own. Also I have such consciousness that we have to take care of our family, though it might not be their whole life, after all evade my responsibility is not accepted.
I tried to learn to do family affairs like cook, wash clothes, etc. Because I want to take good care of my self, try to be happy and strong. The pressure of life become harder and harder, a lost of things have to be deal with, how could my value be realized? I have no answer. But I know do not working hard is not available, nobody is transparent, so many secret of the footprint were hidden under the light. City life was crowded and not cheap, everyone knows that there is no way to survive without no money.
Put some high-sounding, it is responsible to the family, lover, or even the community.
I am no longer at the age of addicting to love. When I feel lonely, I want to escape, besides, lonely is everywhere at my life. I was afraid of anything, it is always difficult to give up the memory, and even it might be some kind of torture for me. Sometimes I would think how it could be if the former of us stick together, do we still fall in love with each other, still desire to live together. But I also gradually learned at this age that love is but only a part of life. “Working hard” is much more worth than “be good to lover”, at least you will certainly get a good return from “work”. Love is but too variable.
I am not greedy, so, enough money is just ok for me
It is just fine for me without too much money, even through I am worthless, I got the eye of sound to catch the beauty passing by. Even through I am not smart, I will try to disintegrate the crowd of the city by my passion and humanity. Too much excuse does not make sense, too much chase without sense of belonging; too much concern can only arouse your illusion protection. Money is useful, but too much money will be useless. After all, no matter who you are, you only need one bowl of rice and one bed.
I'm really not very greedy. I do not covet your glory, I do not envy your happiness, because I got my way, I do not envy his looks, I do not care about he's rich, because I clearly know God will always give everyone a gift, tell everyone what to do, rather than feel dissatisfy, I should cherish this piece of earth, learn how to refuse and how to distinguish true and false in this world of desire, facing to everything smiling.