把下面一段话中翻英关于我的英语水平额.我的英语水平不高,看到英语书的一句句话,我就想着睡觉.26个字母我认识可是它们拼起

把下面一段话中翻英
关于我的英语水平
额.我的英语水平不高,看到英语书的一句句话,我就想着睡觉.26个字母我认识可是它们拼起来组成一个单词的话我就不认识了.
从小学刚开始接触英语到现在,我就不喜欢英语.所以每次考试我的英语成绩不合格那是很正常的,及格的话绝对是走运.没有其他的原因,只是我是一个愤青,每次看到英语都会想起当年八国联军对我们祖国的践踏.所以每次看到英语都很反感.学不进去.不是我特别爱国,而是我看小说的时候都是看到外国的人都特别的不友善,对我们国家的人的鄙视.所以我也是在用他们鄙视我的方式鄙视他们,也不知道是自卑还是自傲了.（这句话是事实.）
刚我也已经说了我看到英语就会头晕,上面这段文字也是我一个词一个词的从百度上搜下来的,也不知道合不合词法,但是我是尽力的了.（PS：这个.只是我为了增加同情分的,与回答问题的各位大大的水平无关呐 ）
（PS：我真的已经尽力的学英语了,可是我真的看不懂,所以要请各位大大帮帮忙,上面的括号外面的句子都麻烦给我一句不漏翻译了吧.能说出我大概的意思就行.不过如果可以的话我希望大大们还是一句不漏的翻译了,毕竟是我的真实想法）
谁能帮我翻译出来的话 我会果断的追分的.

About my EnglishThe amount of.. My English level is not high, see English book in one sentence, I think of sleep. 26 letters I know but they together form a word, I don't know.Started from the primary school just contacted English up to now, I don't like english. So every time I English is not qualified it is very normal, pass the absolute. No other reason, just I am a young cynic, every time to see the English will think that the Eight-Power Allied forces to our motherland trampled. So every time I see English. Learn not to go in. I particularly patriotic, but when I read a novel all the time to see the foreign people are very friendly, for our country's people look down. So I also in they despise my way to despise them, also don't know is low self-esteem or pride. ( this sentence is true. )I have to say I see English would be dizziness, the above paragraph is also in my one word from Baidu search down, also don't know a fit lexical, but I try. Thank you. ( PS: the... I just in order to increase the sympathy, and answer questions you greatly levels unrelated. )( PS: I really had to learn English, but I really cannot read, so please do me a favor on greatly, the brackets outside sentence please give me a word does not leak translation... I can tell you.. But if I can hope for is a no leakage of translation, after all, is my real thoughts )