I am not used to it,always endured not to be good I only to

I am not used to it,always endured not to be good I only to i am not the one i used to be. I am not what I used to be I am not used to my shape 英语翻译I like not only to be loved,but to be told I am loved.知道 I will always be good to it. I am not good at English,so I want to do something to i() it I am not the one I used to be.这句话怎么翻译? i am not the half the man i used to be中half何解? I'd be glad to.but I am not very good at it.would you mind t I am not used to being treated that i am not used to speaking__public ___a loud voice