帮我把这段话翻译成英语．谢谢．．要准确性的．快点哦

帮我把这段话翻译成英语．谢谢．．要准确性的．快点哦
我很想说,其实我很在乎你,很怕失去你.没有你,一切变得很可怕.其实你爱我像谁,扮演什么角色我都会.快不快乐我无所谓,为了你开心,我忘记了累不累.其实你爱我像谁,任何的表情我都能给.
我一直在等待,一直在改变,只是我好累吖..
因为你,有些话,不曾说出口
我曾很努力很努力为你,为了我们的将来在改变自己,我很想你回过头来给我鼓励,牵着我的手一起走.
而不是当我有疑问时,你却给我保持着所有的沉默..
我不想你对我沉默,不想自己有任何误解错你的地方,我选择了把所有的难受都放在心里,自己承担好了.
也许有些不说出口,大家才会觉得我是坚强的.
你的沉默,你给我的误解,让我心里感到害怕,背负着所有的疑问.
就如今天,你给我的答案,又是随便这2个字.
你说过的话,所有的一切,变怎样了,对你来说,就真的不再重要了吗?.
随便,对我来说,是多么可怕的词.
你的举止,作风让我觉得很不够成熟.
我讨厌你玩泡泡,其实我并不是真的讨厌你玩泡泡.
只是我不喜欢你与泡泡的人搭上边..
因为你的举止,作风让我觉得会没有安全感..
对啊,我难过,我伤心,可是我管不着了
我已经不敢奢侈你会为了我放弃泡泡.
以前曾幻想你来见我,我就能对着你撒娇,我们就能把所有的话说开,现在知道那只是我的想象,给自己的希望..
那改变,那等待,好遥远...
因为你,我真的很想自私拥有,只是结束了,不能了.再有次机会的话,我绝不会放开双手.一定会牵着你的手走到最后,我一定会证明给大家看,你的选择不会错,我一定会是个好老婆,好媳妇...
愿你幸福,希望你不会忘了我的好,我的一切..

I would like to say,in fact,I care about you,you were scared of losing.Without you,all very frightening.In fact,look like you love me,and the role played I would.I do not mind fast unhappy,for you are happy,I forgot Lei Bulei.In fact,you love me look like any expression I can give.
I have been waiting for has been changed,but I am tired acridine..
Because you have some,said exports had not been
I have worked very hard very hard for you,for the sake of our own change in the future,I would like you to turn around and give me encouragement,holding my hand go together.
When I was not in doubt,I have given you all kept silent..
I do not want to silence you,I do not want to have any misunderstanding you wrong,I chose to put all the hard on the heart are,the better themselves.
Maybe some do not export,we will think I am strong.
Your silence,you give me a misunderstanding,so I was afraid,burdened with all the questions.
Just like today,you have given me the answer,this is just 2 words.
You said,all in all,how to change,for you,it is no longer really important to you?.
Not,for me,how terrible word.
Your manners,style,to my mind is not mature enough.
I hate playing your bubble,in fact,I do not really hate you play bubble.
I just do not like you and the people who catch the bubble side..
Because of your behavior,so I think that style would not have a sense of security..
Right ah,I am sorry,I am sad,but I had Guanbu Zhao
I have the luxury you would not dare to give up my bubble.
Before you imagine coming to me and I will be able to face fractious you,we will be able to open all the words,I now know that it is only imagination,for their hope..
That change,then wait,so far...
Because you,I really want to have a selfish,just over,not the.Another chance,I will not open his hands.Will be holding your hand through to the finish,I will prove this and you can not go wrong choice,I will definitely be a good wife,good daughter-in-law...
You would like the well-being,I hope you will not forget my dear,my everything..
我吧你写的COPY一下好吗你写的很好