英语翻译我想忘记你,可我做不到,爱上一个不该爱的人,真的很痛苦.我想你永远也不会明白这种感受,真的比死还难受.我知道我永

英语翻译
我想忘记你,可我做不到,爱上一个不该爱的人,真的很痛苦.我想你永远也不会明白这种感受,真的比死还难受.我知道我永远都不可能拥有你,但至少以前我可以天天见到你,那对于我来说足够了.但现在要见你一面是那么的难.真的好想你,我想我永远都不会忘记你,因为你是我第一次爱的人.虽然我很想很想再见你一面,但我想还是算了吧!那样只会让我更离不开你,以后我们最好不要再联系了,我会用我自己的方式一直记着你的.我之所以给你发这封邮件,只是想为自己的初恋画上一个句号,我不想让自己很爱的人都不知道我对他的爱,尽管你不爱我.你知道吗这样的爱让我爱的很没自尊,但我还是爱了.希望这封信没有给你带来任何的烦恼.你有一个好的家庭请好好珍惜吧!希望你一切都好,我会为你祝福的.

I want to forget you,but I cannot achieve,falls in love with human who should not love,is really very painful.I thought that you forever will not understand this kind of feeling,really compared to will die also uncomfortably.I knew that I am forever impossible to have you,but at least before I may see you daily,is enough regarding me.But must see you now is such difficult at the same time.Really good thinks you,I thought that I forever will not forget you,because you will be my first love person.Although I very want to think goodbye one side very much you,but I want to consider as finished!Such will only let me not be able to leave you,later we should better do not relate again,I will use my way to record you.The reason that I send this mail to you,is only wants to mark a period for own first love,I do not want the human who is loved very much oneself not to know I to his love,although you do not love me.You knew that such love lets me like not having the self-respect very much,but I loved.Hoped that this letter has not brought any worry to you.You have a good family please well to treasure!Hoped that your all are good,I will pray for heavenly blessing for you.