翻译短文请哪位帮我翻译成英文！谢谢，人工翻译，用软件的别来烦！ 请原谅我的小气，我知道我已经喜欢上你了，但我知道你不会想

翻译短文
请哪位帮我翻译成英文！谢谢，人工翻译，用软件的别来烦！
请原谅我的小气，我知道我已经喜欢上你了，但我知道你不会想和我在一起，我也知道这样是不会有结果的，所以我不想去试！如果和你继续聊下去，我会爱上你的，所以我不能再和你联系了！
我知道，你昨天说要嫁给我，是和我开玩笑，逗我玩的！但我还是很兴奋，因为我真的很想和你结婚！但这又似乎不太可能！至少你不会愿意！
如果做你的好朋友，而不是男朋友，我觉得我不能很好的处理我们之间的感情，因为我喜欢你，所以不能像普通朋友那样对你！我做不到！
其实我的想法很简单，只是想找个人塌塌实实的过一辈子就好，感情游戏我玩不起！我也知道你对感情会很认真！不过我却得不到你的那份认真的感情！但我对待感情也很专一！
我们认识没多久，我就喜欢你了，并且当时也想过和你继续发展，直到结婚，后来发现这个想法似乎有点可笑！因为那根本是不可能的事！
你一定很奇怪我为什么会和你说这些，因为我不想一声不吭的就消失，我想就算我消失了，你也不会在意！
对不起，我爱你，再见！

谢谢哪位帮我翻译一下，觉得分少了，我再加！
短文最后再加一段！
我找人帮我把这些话翻译成了英文，我是怕我写中文你看不懂，就算看懂了，也不能完全明白我的意思！

大哥，可千万不能有错啊，要不然很丢人的
不要用软件翻译！！！我要人工翻译！！！！！！

请原谅我的小气，我知道我已经喜欢上你了，但我知道你不会想和我在一起，我也知道这样是不会有结果的，所以我不想去试！如果和你继续聊下去，我会爱上你的，所以我不能再和你联系了！
I'm sorry for being narrow-minded. I realised that I have began to fall for you, but I know you won't want to be with me. I know there will be no result of this and I don't want to risk it. If the discussions between the two of us continue, I will fall for you, so I want to stop contacting you.
我知道，你昨天说要嫁给我，是和我开玩笑，逗我玩的！但我还是很兴奋，因为我真的很想和你结婚！但这又似乎不太可能！至少你不会愿意！
I know it, when you said you would marry me (yestoday), it wasn't for real. You only said it to cheer me up and it really got me. I was happy because I actually do want to marry you.But it seems to be unrealistic. At least you won't do it.
如果做你的好朋友，而不是男朋友，我觉得我不能很好的处理我们之间的感情，因为我喜欢你，所以不能像普通朋友那样对你！我做不到！
If I become your friend instead of your boyfriend it will be immensely difficult for me to deal with our relationship. I can't treat you as a normal friend because I love you. I just can't do it.
其实我的想法很简单，只是想找个人塌塌实实的过一辈子就好，感情游戏我玩不起！我也知道你对感情会很认真！不过我却得不到你的那份认真的感情！但我对待感情也很专一！
I want a simple life - to find a person who can spend a steady and cosy life with me, to live through everything.I can't afford a love game and I know that you too, take love seriously. However it grieves me knowing that I will never own that love of yours.
我们认识没多久，我就喜欢你了，并且当时也想过和你继续发展，直到结婚，后来发现这个想法似乎有点可笑！因为那根本是不可能的事！
We have not known each other for long, but my love for you is real. At first I thought about us continuing our relationship, and then to marriage. Then all this became somewhat appaling because it's impossile.
你一定很奇怪我为什么会和你说这些，因为我不想一声不吭的就消失，我想就算我消失了，你也不会在意！
You must be surprised by me saying all this. I am going to dissapear from your life once and for all. Maybe you won't even be troubled by it.
我找人帮我把这些话翻译成了英文，我是怕我写中文你看不懂，就算看懂了，也不能完全明白我的意思！
I don't think you would understand my heart if I wrote in Chinese, so I got these words translated into English.
对不起，我爱你，再见！
I'm sorry, I love you.
Good bye.
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越写越觉得挺伤心。
另外，我一个叹号也没有加，抱歉。