英语翻译Emotional momentI feel depressed,confused now really goo

英语翻译
Emotional moment
I feel depressed,confused now really good,I may be between the impulsive and knock out those words.But his feeling,
Now I realized that they really good naive,always too easy to believe others,have always known:there can not harm anyone,defenses can not do without,a lot of sense know everything,but I could not do,perhaps is me,Zhong Jialing,perhaps they are right,I have plenty of capital and the conditions,there is no need to flexion and extension themselves,have been telling myself that women have to live for themselves,so life was wonderful,it has been my enduring concept.Sometimes really really want to be able to predict the future,know that the best way,at this moment do not worry.
They are right,"you are no longer the previous Zhong Jialing,and that simple,lively,cheerful,optimistic Jialing seem to disappear,like" Yes ah!Now I worry every day in addition to,or trouble,well,everything comes naturally!I believe in destiny and fate,I believe everything is predestined for it!I am very satisfied with life now,but I will pursue better!Remember,tomorrow will be better!My dear friends,rest assured,I was me,you like that Jialing will not disappear!

令人激动的时刻,
我觉得沮丧、迷惑现在真的好,我可能会冲动,敲之间的那些话.但他的感觉,
现在我认识到,他们真的好天真,总是太容易相信别人,总是知道:不能伤害任何人,防御离不开一个很大的启发,知道一切,但我不能做什么,也许是我,中,也许他们是对嘉陵江,我有足够的资本和条件,没有必要弯曲和扩展自己,一直告诉自己,妇女必须为自己活,所以人生很美妙,这一直是我持久的概念.有时真的很希望能够预知未来,知道,最好的方式,这时不要担心.
他们是对的,“你不再是以前的钟嘉陵,简单、明快,性格开朗,乐观嘉陵似乎消失了,就像“是的啊!现在我每天都在担心添加或麻烦的时候,一切都是自然的!我相信命运,我相信命运,一切都是命中注定的!我很满意现在的生活,但我要追求更好!记住,明天会更好!我亲爱的朋友,请放心,我是我,你喜欢那个不会消失!嘉陵