英语翻译To be honestI am just a little ordinary girl .And I have

英语翻译
To be honest
I am just a little ordinary girl .And I have never fall in love with anyone before .Thesedays,I even don't know if this is called "fall in love ".I can't explain myself and can't believe these fellings and things are happening on me.Those were just happened so fast.you said this is because there are "yuanfen" between us.I don't know whether this word is really exist .Although I can feel you are even like me somehow.and I also admit that I have the same feeling.However,love for me is just like a piece of blank paper.And I am just follow my fellings.Sometime I really felt a little afraid that if we are both regard each other as too best.but the resclut is that these are just our wrong fellings .All my friends are ask me to be calm.Maybe they are afraid that I will be hurt at last.I know they said those just because they love me..And I also know I must do like that .I am afraid that If I can't control my fellings well I will lost myself.We are really haven't saw each other too many years .I worry that if we meet in the fature.everything will be different.In the followingdays.I think I must calm down.and that not because I don't believe in you but just because maybe I am not brave enough.Hope you will understand this.And I want to say I am really happy that we can contract again.

诚实
我只是个普通的小女孩.我从来没有与任何人下降前的爱.Thesedays,我什至不知道这就是所谓的“爱上”.我无法解释自己,不能相信这些砍伐,一切都在我的情况.这只是发生得太快了.你说,这是因为有“我们之间的缘分”.我不知道这个词是否真的存在.虽然我能感觉到你和我一样,甚至不知.我也承认我有同样的感觉.不过,对我的爱,就像一张白纸片.我只要按照我的砍伐.有时我真的感到有点害怕,如果我们都认为对方也最好.但resclut的是,这些只是我们的错误的砍伐.我所有的朋友都问我必须保持冷静.也许是怕我会在last.I伤害知道他们说,那些仅仅是因为他们爱我..我也知道我必须这样做的.我担心,如果我无法控制我的砍伐以及我将失去我自己.我们真的没有看到对方太多年了.我担心如果我们满足fature.一切都会有所不同.在followingdays.我认为我必须冷静下来.这并非因为我不相信你,但也许只是因为我不敢.希望你能理解这一点.我想说,我真的很高兴我们能再次合同.