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psychologitic problem
I was teased at school when I was young.So I tried to contract.Trying to stop talking to others and leading a life consists of only me.It does work.Many people around me don't talk about me because they don't even know me.I gain silence as well as loneliness.It is not that sharp as being teased.but it is as painful.I cannot change myself.i do cherish the respect ,even in fact,it may not 'respect' .
However,human need being accepted by the people around them.Suffering from endless loneliness and the hopelessness of the future(maybe because i am not that clever),I,tried of this kind of existing for years,strongly felt that i am abandoned.So I committed suicide.It was really tough to persuade myself to do that.I have my mother.I have my father.I don't want to let them down.I by no means want to hurt them.As i grow up,it is my responsibility to protect them.But,I thought I might as well leave the world.I should do that.I should leave.That is what I thought at that time.
In the end,I failed.
That happened when I was 15.Only people who have tried to commit suicide know how i feel and what i must have suffering from..The struggle,the hesitation.I am guilt-ridden.
Now i am 18,ready to go to college.the shadow of suicide has accompanied for 3 years.I used to have self-destructive behavior when I was in junior high school.During high school,I did not do that kind of things.But my attitude towards life has changed.I don’t expect future.I want to be laid back to the past:when I was about 3 or 5.I think I could not afford such negative attitude when I am still young.I could not afford my youth is buried in the darkness.I am only 18!Despite the wounds and shadow in my heart,I have almost everything to fight for the future.
I am not the clevest.But my exam results are ok.I just don’t know why have I become so negative.
BUT,still,I somehow prefer suicide.
Because of hopeless.I believe that,you know.
Sincerely,I need your help.
I would like to thank all of you who had helped me.
Please forgive me for my taking the first English answer as the best one.
By the way,the man on the first floor is of great imagination.
I was teased at school when I was young.So I tried to contract.Trying to stop talking to others and leading a life consists of only me.It does work.Many people around me don't talk about me because they don't even know me.I gain silence as well as loneliness.It is not that sharp as being teased.but it is as painful.I cannot change myself.i do cherish the respect ,even in fact,it may not 'respect' .
However,human need being accepted by the people around them.Suffering from endless loneliness and the hopelessness of the future(maybe because i am not that clever),I,tried of this kind of existing for years,strongly felt that i am abandoned.So I committed suicide.It was really tough to persuade myself to do that.I have my mother.I have my father.I don't want to let them down.I by no means want to hurt them.As i grow up,it is my responsibility to protect them.But,I thought I might as well leave the world.I should do that.I should leave.That is what I thought at that time.
In the end,I failed.
That happened when I was 15.Only people who have tried to commit suicide know how i feel and what i must have suffering from..The struggle,the hesitation.I am guilt-ridden.
Now i am 18,ready to go to college.the shadow of suicide has accompanied for 3 years.I used to have self-destructive behavior when I was in junior high school.During high school,I did not do that kind of things.But my attitude towards life has changed.I don’t expect future.I want to be laid back to the past:when I was about 3 or 5.I think I could not afford such negative attitude when I am still young.I could not afford my youth is buried in the darkness.I am only 18!Despite the wounds and shadow in my heart,I have almost everything to fight for the future.
I am not the clevest.But my exam results are ok.I just don’t know why have I become so negative.
BUT,still,I somehow prefer suicide.
Because of hopeless.I believe that,you know.
Sincerely,I need your help.
I would like to thank all of you who had helped me.
Please forgive me for my taking the first English answer as the best one.
By the way,the man on the first floor is of great imagination.
Why did you choose to stop talking to others when you were teased,that's the problem.Everyone has his own type of temperament,maybe you are the melancholic one,that's not your fault,you are just more sensitive than others,which results in more depression and loneliness.In order to get kid of the deeper harm,you close the door to the outside world,no one could get in and share your emotion,that's your fault.
People always say that suicide is the most stupid thing in the would,I agree,but I also know that no one could pick up this way as long as there is another choice,especially when our intimite parents are still alive.I understand you,the world leaves you alone,it's so painful.
Just like what you said,you are young and are going to the college,why don't you give the new surrouding,even yourself an opportunity to change?
By the way,I am sure you are clever.Please have a little faith and keep in touch.Contact me before you do any desicion.
People always say that suicide is the most stupid thing in the would,I agree,but I also know that no one could pick up this way as long as there is another choice,especially when our intimite parents are still alive.I understand you,the world leaves you alone,it's so painful.
Just like what you said,you are young and are going to the college,why don't you give the new surrouding,even yourself an opportunity to change?
By the way,I am sure you are clever.Please have a little faith and keep in touch.Contact me before you do any desicion.