英语翻译Crying very much when one was young ,have to be tired of

英语翻译
Crying very much when one was young ,have to be tired of until I cry.
That I keep in memory is in three grades,as if I am all never forgotting the fact living with having the first time bursts into tears because of regret ,such for many years.And others as for ,they always feel so common.My problem as early as thinking that are ignorant,I have that matter to alternate what?My possibility also has no way to forget the words that teacher said this way for life,lifetime.
I am still the person who living in over ,am forever all,some wait upon them let me go and not have thought of,but I am like that one people.
From that,I never let them look after self ,do not allow them to think that self is a weak woman.I begin to have had a mask ,begin frequently quiet comes down ,that time maybe is that I have remembered the thing that I remember some also unwillingly.I do not require that anybody's taking pity on ,my self energy are firm ,I am not them,I am me self.
Have done a few things different from others ,self road has leaked.Always in the past there is nobody being able to go to have given consideration to me,the nobody can keep me in memory being also a woman ,I am also very weak.
I want to use concealing one's real feelings to come to pretend self,my self energy is very firm ,I do not need anybody's giving consideration to really:Parents ,friend ,lover ,elder brother,...
But had better frequently may cry,and be going having a test in front but being on a business trip during the period of the external mother communicates by phone,see a loved one when having done the thing me grieved,I am still my style great efforts to use indifferent sound to continue for when seeing a good friend betray self.
Flower been fond of by me is rose ,that thorny flower ,is loving it right away like young Prince loves a rose.
Accommodating oneself to that I believe in is that and I love rose's people alike,I not requiring that your any protection ,any are conciliative ,strengthen because of I believe that self can exceed all person's.
The support of the people that I love loves my person,please be careful about love preserving me.
这是我朋友空间的一篇文章,只知道题目是 If indifferent

非常哭泣,当你是年轻的,必须是疲乏,直到我哭泣.
我在记忆保留在三个等级,好象我从未forgotting的全部居住与有的事实第一次突然哭起来由于遗憾,这样许多年.并且其他至于为,他们总感到很共同.我的问题早在认为那是无知的,我有那个问题交替什么?我的可能性也没有方式忘记词老师说这个方式为生活,终身.
我仍然是居住完全成功的人,上午永远全部,某一等待在他们让我走和有没认为,但我是象那一人.
从那,我从未让他们照看自已,不要给他们认为自已是一名微弱的妇女.我开始有面具,开始安静频繁地下来,时间可能是我记得事我不愿意地也记得一些.我不需要采取哀怜的任何人的,我的自已能量是牢固的,我不是他们,I am me self.
做了几件事与其他不同,自已路漏了.总从前的没人能去考虑我,没人在记忆能保留我也是妇女,我也是非常微弱的.
我想要使用隐瞒一.的真正的感觉来假装自已,我的自已能量是非常牢固的,我不需要考虑的任何人的真正地：父母,朋友,恋人,哥哥,...
但有可以更好频繁地哭泣,并且去有测试在前面,但在商务旅行在外在母亲的期间由电话沟通,看见亲人,当做我追悼的事,我仍然是我的样式伟大的努力使用冷漠声音继续为,当看见一个好朋友时背叛自已.
喜欢的花由我是玫瑰色的,那朵棘手的花,立即是爱恋的它象爱上升的年轻王子.容纳对我相信的那是那,并且我爱玫瑰色人民,I不要求您的任何保护,其中任一调解,加强由于我相信自已可以超出所有人的.
人民的支持我爱爱我的人,请小心关于保存我的爱.
没法翻译啊 你连是那方面的没说 根本无从下手啊 累