英语翻译it has been a long time that I wrote nothing about my li

英语翻译
it has been a long time that I wrote nothing about my life.I know it will be like that:I am getting lazier and lazier since I do less and less writing.finally,I will be a girl,a woman without thought.I care about what these days?tennis?no.I am busy with new year celebration this week.there were so many people I have to meet.relatives,friends,classmates and so on.I ate too much,said too much while thought little!today I am sitting in front of the computer and find that I cannot think any more.I have to admit that I am shallow now.sports gives me what?happiness maybe.well,when we are always in the sense of happiness,we will be lazy with thinking.I am like a frog in the pot full with water.as the water getting boiling,I am getting comfortable and finally die out.I have no thought then.no pain,even be happy with that.is it woeful?maybe.but the frog itself won't think so.it is happy when it dies!is that enough?is that enough if a person is happy when he/she dies even if all of others don't think so?I hold that if a person feels really happy while others don't think so,he/she is happy without doubt.but the question is:how many people could care nothing about others' opinions?we are living in the society.we are social animals.we need the recognition from others.
what am I talking about?hehe...a little bit off topic.I just want to say that I am standing in the center of the crossroad.I don't know where should I go now.how to choose my direction next?I know definitely that once I choose,I cannot regrat.so I must be careful,considerate and steadfast.it is just the 1st step.what am I waiting for and what is waiting for me then?both are unpredictable.will it work if I pray for the good luck?it is impossible for me at least.I am never a lucky girl.even I am always unlucky.so don't count on God though I respect him.only can I do is try my best and prepare for the worst result!anyway,finger crossed for myself and my beloved.
不翻就不翻。要求那么多。哼

已经好久没有写我的生活了,我知道如果我越少写作我就越懒,最终我就会变成一个没有思想的单纯的小女孩了.这些天我都在关心什么?网球吗?不,我正忙于这一周的新年庆祝.所以我要见很多人,有亲戚朋友同学等等.我吃得多,说得也多却想得少.今天我做在电脑前发现我不能思考下去了.我不得不承认我变得肤浅了.运动让我怎样呢?快乐也许吧.当我们总是体验着快乐的时候,我们就不愿意多思考了.我就像一只在被放在水罐里的青蛙,水开始慢慢被加热我感到越来越舒服直到被沸腾的水给烫死.我没有想到什么,我没有疼痛,甚至很乐意这样做.是可悲?也许吧.但青蛙它并不这么认为.至少它是幸福地死去的,那还不够吗?如果一个人能够幸福地死去就应该足够了即使别人并不这么认为.我赞成一个人自己真实地感到快乐无疑他就是快乐的即使其它人不这么认为.但问题是有多少人能够不在意别人的评价呢?我们生活在这个社会中,是需要交际的动物,我们需要承认别人的看法.
我在说什么呢?有点跑题了.我要说的是我正站在十字路口.我现在不知道何去何从.该如何选择我的下个方向?我很清楚一旦我做了选择就不能反悔.因此我我必须小心谨慎并且要考虑周全.那样只是第一步,接下来我要等待什么,等待我的是什么?那都是未知.如果祈祷老天给我好运会有用吗?至少对我来说是不会有用的,因为我从不是一个走运的姑娘,连我自己都感到不幸.所以不要指望上帝虽然我仍尊重他.我所能做的就是尽我最大的努力并准备接受最坏的结果!无论如何,为我和我所爱的人祈祷吧.