英语翻译I will give you up in the end and slippe away one day!I

英语翻译
I will give you up in the end and slippe away one day!I can not stand so many painful things which happend on me My heart is hurt now
i never ever love no one before you ,Lost without you .呆瓜!
It is the last time that call you!
All of the memories ,so close to me how a stuppid thing that i have done
Laugh at me i am a fool girl
All of the things are a swindles!
i can not control myself and forget everything of you
i am only a spoil child all of tne
people make a pet of me i will kick you away andlet me feel sorrow!
i am not vanity girl
YOU can find a better lady and marry
with her and live a happy live
your wife who is better ,more beautiful than me I wish you happy forever!也许你看不懂,but someday you will understand （但是有一天你会明白的!）
I will never break your heart ,
and never make you cry.
I"d rather die than live without you .
As the time goes by ,you will
get to know me ,a little more better!
So much for my happy ending .it"s
nice to know that you were there,
thanks for acting like you cared
and making me feel like I was the
only one .It is nice to know we had it all.thanks for watching me fall.
That is why i want to go away
Iam only a falling star ,flying dance .i will somebody special
My parents have made a lot of sacrifices and many difficult choice for me .
I do not want to do anything that
make them feel disappointed or ashmaed.
I don"t know what i would have done without them
All my everlasting love!
I Just begun (刚刚好!)

总有一天我会离你而去的.我不能忍受发生在我身上的那么多痛苦的事情,你伤透了我的心.
在遇上你之前,我从没有真正爱过一个人.我失去的不仅仅是你,呆瓜
这是我最后一次同你联系了
以前那些回忆在我脑海里面回荡,现在想起来,我真的是太愚蠢了.
尽情嘲笑我吧,我真的是个愚蠢的女孩
所有的一切都是骗局
我无法控制自己也无法忘记你的一切
我是一个被遗弃的孩子.所有的人都仅仅把我当作宠物
我会把你抛开,独自承受痛苦
我不是一个爱慕虚荣的女孩
你可以去找一个比我更好的女孩,和她共渡余生
一个比我漂亮比我更好的女孩,祝你们幸福!也许你看不懂,但总有一天你会明白的
我决不会让你受伤让你哭.没有你我宁可死去.时间流淌,你会比以前了解我更多一点.很高兴你能在那里,让我有一个愉快的结局.很谢谢你能假装在意我并让我错以为我才是你的唯一
很高兴能和你有过那么一段过去.谢谢你目睹我的失败.
那就是我离开的理由.
我是一颗坠落的星星,在空中飞舞.我的父母为我做出了许多牺牲,并帮我做了许多艰难的决定.
我不想再做一些让他们失望或者蒙羞的事了
我不知道没有了他们我将会怎样
所有的那份曾经燃烧的爱都已是往事.
新的旅途才刚开始
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