英语翻译something i feltedI want to say something today in Engli

英语翻译
something i felted
I want to say something today in English,not because i want to disguise myself as a deep person.just because this afternoon,i saw my little beautiful notebook,then i felt something deep down in my heart,i want to say something.
On that small notebook,it says" Once in a dream and i love you so.you're thoughtful and kind.nice people like you aren't easy to find.
these sentences are so beautiful so that i was moved.
And more,my mum called me this afternoon,in her voice,i can feel her passion and anticipation on me.she want me to be a good and wonderful girl,live a fantastic life,but i was so bad to let her down,how could i forgot her love and anticipation?
I am so forgetful,but form now on,i will remind myself everyday to be a good person,improve everyday,cause i really want to be.
I was spoiled so much by my famlily,a little selfish,i think,i always need somebody else to give love and careness to me,but how can i get them if i do not offer them?now i notice this,will correct it.i think i will have more and more good friends.
From now on,i will do everything which can make me more perfect.and will work hard,study hard,practise hard.cause this is real me.no matter what other people say,i will pursue what i like.
Find the real one in me,listen the voice within me.
This is my life!only once.

今我想用英语说几句话,不是因为我想要故作深沉.只是今天下午我看见了我漂亮的笔记本,我深深的觉得,我得说点什么.
在那本笔记本上写着"在梦里,我是那么爱你...你细心又友善...再也找不到像你这么好的人了.
这些句子是那么美,我都被打动了.
我妈妈今天下午给我打电话了,在她的声音中,我能听出激情和对我的期望.她希望我成为一个好女孩,过着美好的生活,可是我是这么不懂事,总是令她失望.我怎么能够忘记她的爱和期望呢?
我很健忘,可是从现在开始,我每天都会提醒自己做一个好人,每一天都要有进步,因为我真的想要这样.
我被我的家庭宠坏了,我想我还有点自私,我总是需要别人给我爱和关怀,但是不付出怎么能得到了?现在我知道了,我会改.我想我会有越来越多的好朋友.
从现在开始,我会做所有能让我变得更完美的事,而且我会更加努力工作,努力学习,努力练习.因为这就是真正的我.不管别人怎么说,我会追求我喜欢的东西.
寻找真正的自己,倾听内心的声音.
这就是我的人生!只有这一次...