英语翻译ive bin lonli for thri yers,tho im alweis aroun mai fren

英语翻译
ive bin lonli for thri yers,tho im alweis aroun mai frends.bu do yu no mai voi.wer am i,i alweis priten to be nis and greishes.wer was i,i mis yu.i mis yu gais.i mis yu al.i wanna crai.wai,wai di it cheinge so much,i wan to com ba.the monins,the derti rum,the picis,the fer,the tim,thei ar al preshes to mi,this was mi wen i crai for the faile,wen i tri clam up witho a tho of givin up.bu nw al i do isn done bai mi ril self.i hei yu,bu i lai yu.yu ar mai best fren bu also my opnent.yu ar alweis biliv yorself,wich is wa im jeles of.yu ar enrold into zsc,im jeles of this.bu im hapi tha yu stil ar yorself,brit,havin yor own thots.i rili wan to tal to yu,bu forgi me tha im taie of evrithin,bekas of lonlinis and im lost.evritim i alweis go maiself,ando bai mai wn.im lonli in mai har,in mai drim,evri min.yu ar de onli won da i kan trust.thri yers,ive serchin and taing.bu ive go'en much voi.i don no.so si yu afte i com ot of dis.no responce of worry.
比如，第一句我看得出为 I have been lonely for three years,

I've been lonely for three years,though I am always around friends,But do you know my worry.Where am.I always pretend to be nice and graceful.Where was I.I miss you guys.I miss you all.I want to cry.Why did it change so much.I want to come by the morning,the dirty room,the pictures,the fear,the team.they are all pressing to me,this was me when I cried for the failure,when I tried to climb up without a thought of giving up.But now all I do isn't done by me real self.I hate you,but I like you.you are my best friend but also my opponent.You are always believing in yourself,which is what I am jealous of.You are enrolled into University of Electronic Science and Technology,Zhongshan Institute,I am jealous of this.But I am happy you still are yourself,bright,having your own thoughts.I really want to talk to you,but forgive me that I am tired of everything,because of loneliness and I'm lost.Everytime I always go myslef,and do by my own one.I 'm lonely in my house,in my dream,every minute.You are the only one that I can trust.Three years,I've searching and tiring.But I've gotten much worry.I don't know,So see you after I come out of this.No responce of worry.
对不起,有些词翻不出来,但可以看出这是一封情深意切的信,同学情,朋友意表露无遗.