英语翻译消失的日志 Lately I've been hard to reachI've been too long o

英语翻译
消失的日志
Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world
where they can be along
Are you calling me?
Are you trying to get through?
Are you reaching out for me?
and I'am reaching out for you.
I'm just so fucking depressed
I just can't seem to get out this slump
if I could just get over this hump
but I need something to pull me out this lump
I took my burises,took my lumps
fell down and I get right back up
but I need that spark to get psyched back up
and the rihgt thing for me to pick that confidence back up
I don't know how I pry away
and I end up this position I'm in
I starting to feel that distant again
so I decied just to beat this pain
up and tried to make an attempt to vent
BUt I just can't admit
or comes to grips,with the fact that
I may be done with sunset
I need a new outlet
I knew some shits so hard to swallow
but I just can't sit back and wallow
in my own sorrow
I told world,one day I would pay it back
say it on the tape,and lay it,record it
so one day I could play it back
But I don't know if I would leave it when I'm saying that
you start to creep in,everyday its so gray and black
Hope,I just need a ray of that
cause no one see my vision when I play it for them
They just say:come on ,dude,give it up that
but they don't know what dope is
and I don't know if I was awake or sleep when I wrote this
all I know is now is my lowest
but where's the fucking friends that said would help me out
all I see is darkness and sadness through the window out
don't tell me that you care
cu'z all I hear is sneer when I laying bed
Is there someone could give me a hand

最近我一直很难到达的地方
　　我已经太久了我自己的
　　每个人都有一个私人的世界
　　在那里他们可以在一起吗
　　你叫我什么?
　　你想接通它呢?
　　你伸出我吗?
　我太太伸出你的.
　　我只是那他妈的沮丧
　　似乎我不能离开这个衰退
　　我是否可以克服这个心烦
　　但我需要一些东西来救我脱离这气氛
　　我把我的burises,把我的肿块
　　掉在地上了,我马上回来
　　但我需要打起精神火花又重新振作起来
　　正确的事,我来接那份自信又重新振作起来
　　我不知道我怎么撬掉了
　　这个职位,我结束了我
我开始感觉遥远了
　　所以我决定立刻只为了抢先这份苦痛
　　站起身来想尝试发泄
　　但我还是不能承认
　　或前来钳、与这样一个事实
　　我可以做了日落
　　我需要一个新的出路
　　我知道有些大便难以下咽
　　但我还是不能坐下来,打滚嬉戏
　　在我自己的悲伤
　　我告诉世界,有一天我将会还
说它的录音,并奠定了它,把它录下来
　　所以有一天我可以踢回它
　　但我不知道我是否把它当我这么说的
　　在你开始蔓延,每天,灰色和黑色
　　希望,我只是需要一个光的
　　因为没有人看见我的视力每当我打篮球时给他们
　　他们只是说:来吧,伙计,放弃它
　　但是他们不知道涂料
　　我不知道如果我是醒着的或睡觉的时候我写了这个
　　我只知道我现在最低
　　但是哪里是该死的朋友说w
我看到的是透过窗户黑暗和悲伤
　　别告诉我你关心他
　　铜'z嘲笑我所听到的都是当我躺床上
　　有人能帮我一个忙吗